DATE: 04/19/2007 14:14:11 / MOOD: dont know

running away 4m all da shame,running qaway 4m all da pain. running away 2 hide my tears, running away 4m all my fears. running away bcuz ive bn hurt. running away 4m all da name-calln, running away 4m, all my failing. running away when things get tough, running away when ive had enough. running away 4m being suicidal, running away 4m da entire world.

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DATE: 04/19/2007 14:12:04 / MOOD: dont know

how could u feel no guilt when itz me u beat? how could u go out n cheat? how could u jus sit there n lie? how could u talk jack bout me,standin by ur side,as if im not evn there? how could u do all these things n not hurt? how could u say u stoppd seeing otha grlz,but yet ur still a plkaya? how could u make me believe all dis was true? how could u stand there wit a straight face,telln me,"I luv u."?

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DATE: 04/19/2007 14:09:54 / MOOD: dont know

girls will throw a punch, girls will use fingernails 2 scratch. girls will use fingers 2 pinch, girls use all theuir strength 2 push. girls will throw up their hands n slap. girls will use legs 2 trip, girls will use feet 2 stomp. grils use their teeth 2 bite, girls can throw out a knife. girls will shove, DAMN! girls can get real rough.

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DATE: 04/19/2007 14:07:55 / MOOD: dont know

dear momma,

i jus thought writin dis letta would help explain wat i feel. i want u 2 kno i aint mad at cha, im jus mad at myself. i hope u kno dat i luv u ma, n i luv daddy 2. i didnt mean 2 make u guys feel vain, im sorry 4 all da pain i caused. i wish i would have bn smarter n usd my brain, bcuz wat i did was stupid, tryn 2 kill myself n breakn laws. im sorry i made u feel down in da dirt, im telln u now it was my fault not urz. it was suppose 2 b only me dat got hurt, it was suppose 2 b me feelin as down as da floors. I dink i should say dis at least one more time, im sorry n i luv u mommy n daddy.

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DATE: 04/19/2007 14:04:34 / MOOD: dont know

wat hurtz da most,is u told me u luvd me. wat hurtz da most,is u broke my heart. wat hurtz da most,is dat im still in luv wit u. wat hurts da most,u promised ud neva leave. wat hurtz da most,is u broke ur promise. wat hurtz da most,u were still ina gang u said u left. wat hurtz da most,is u made me cry,bcuz u died 4m a stray drive-by bullet. wat hurtz da most,is u neva told da truth. those r things dat hurt me da most. but wat were the things dat hurtd u da most? was it dat u hurtd me so much? or was it when dat bullet hit u? is wat hurtz u da most,dat u cant b wit me n e longr,now dat ur dead?

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DATE: 04/19/2007 14:00:59 / MOOD: dont know

Dear old boyfriend, we met a cool day I remembr in da month of August. In da beginning our relationship was kind of mellifluence. but dats all changed now n ive bcum envious. u r wit anotha grl,how i miss ur warm embrace. i still remembr how 2 ur touch id tremble. and i must admit ur new grl is beautiful. i remembr how our luv was undeniable. how standin next 2 u felt magical. with her i hope ur happy. bcuz like i said shes real pretty. n i also wish u a good healthy relationship datz steady. i remembr how holdn u,my sadness would drain. oh, how i luvd when we danced in da rain. n now evrytime i c u i feel pain. bcuz im not by ur side n e more, n i dont have a clue. right now i dont kno wat 2 do. oh, how i wish u jus knew, n now i bid u ado.

P.S.

I'm still not over you

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DATE: 04/19/2007 13:55:41 / MOOD: dont know

if u had 1 wish,wat would it b? would it b 2 set all the lost souls free? would it b 2 part da red sea? would it b at nite da homeless wouldn't b cold? would it b ud like ur story 2 unfold? if u had 1 wish,wat would it b? would it b dat u could b more beautiful? would it b dat ur life would seem magical? would it b dat u had 4ndz so u could mingle? would it b dat u wouldn't b so clumsy? if u had 1 wish,wat would it b? would it b dat evrything would stay da same? would it b dat u didn't wqant 1 thing 2 change? if u had 1 wish,wat would it b?

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DATE: 04/18/2007 12:17:40 / MOOD: dont know

here cumz da ugly lookn sad n wearn black. those stupid baben preps all laugh bcuz she looks so fat. tryn 2 ignore da comments, she walks, lookn at da floor. since she doesn't say a word, they shout more ugly words. da jocks throw their footballs at her n da anorexic sluts jus laugh. she's teasd in science, she's teasd in p.e., she's evn teasd in math. evryday da same routine,she runs in2 her room n cries. she dinks dat no1 cares if she jus curld up n died. then 1 day afta normal teasn she finally had enough. she couldn't handle all their teasn n otha stupid stuff. she grabbd sum lipstick n put it on her lips. she grabbd her long black shirt n startd 2 rip. at da corner of her eye she spottd a pointy blade. she slahd her wrists until her vision started 2 fade. suddenly, she fell, collapsing on a towel, da words carvd in her wrists read, "AM I PRETTY NOW?"

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DATE: 04/18/2007 12:12:13 / MOOD: dont know

1)when we say we luv u we want 2 hear it back, it makes us feel good.

2)sumtimz we want u 2 say i luv u jus bcuz u do.

3)when u talk 2 us u should actually listn bcuz we want u 2 respond.

4)u don't have 2 spend a lot of money on us, u jus have 2 let us kno u care.

5)make sure we kno dat we r more important than ur 4ndz, evn if we r not.

6)when ur 4ndz make fun of us, don't u dare laugh, evn if it is funny.

7)if a guy makes fun of us we want u 2 b angry it makes us feel like u care bout us.

8)usually when we say we want 2 b 4ndz we really do n we kno we r hurtn u but we jus can't b wit u n e more.

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