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Title: BEFORE I WAS A MOM
Category: full of life
Blog Entry: BEFORE I WAS MOM I NEVER LEARNED THE WORDS TO A LULLABY.  I HAD NEVER BEEN PUKED ON, POOPED ON DROOLED ON,CHEWED ON, PEED ON... BEFORE I WAS A MOM.  I HAD COMPLETE CONTROL OF MY MIND AND MY THOUGHTS.  I SLEPT ALL NIGHT. I'VE NEVER LOOKED INTO TEARY EYES AND CRIED. I'VE NEVER GOTTEN GLORIOUSLY HAPPY OVER A SIMPLE GRIN. I'VE NEVER SAT UP FOR HOURS WATCHING A BABY SLEEP. I NEVER FELT MY HERT BREAKI INTO A MILLIONPIECES WEN I COULDN'T STOP THE HURT. I NEVER KNEW THAT SOMETHING SO SMALL COULD AFFECT MY LIFE SO MUCH. I NEVER KNEW THAT I COULD LOVE SOMEONE SO MUCH. BEFORE I WAS A MOM I DIDN'T KNOW THE FEELING OF HAVING MY HEART OUTSIDE MY BODY. I DIDN'T KNOW I WAS CAPABLE OF FEELING SOOOO MUCH BEFORE I WAS A MOM. I DIDN'T KNOW THAT BOND BETWEEN A MOTHER AND HER CHILD,THAT SOMETHING SO SMALL COULD MAKE ME FEEL SO IMPORTANT AND HAPPY. I HAD NEVER KNOWN THE WARMTH, THE JOY,THE LOVE THE HERTACHE,THE WONDERMENT OR SATISFACTION OF BEING A MOM.